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| So I've been getting up pretty early lately, many don't think so because I leave the same away message on. Lots of people quit my job, so I have to go in and fill for the morning. I guess aside from having to wake up so early, it's a good thing, I mean I just come in, set up some sale signs and leave. Other people can handle the department until I come in for the afternoon schedule.
As far as this week, nothing really big on me, though a close friend of mine is taking his firefighter test, though you don't really want to hype someone up too much, it gets them nervous, best thing to do isn't to talk about it, they know you're aleady rooting for them inside, setting up signs and such actually would make matters worse than better.
Controversial subjects is a big issue. Why is there such
controversy on subjects where people input their person opinions on the
world? Does the government not want us to think on their own? Whenever
someone releases a movie, book, video game, etc. that's anti
government, religion, or pretty much anything else, there's alway that
one person that comes out and makes a huge fuss about everything.
Pretty much, we're all being told to live a certain way thus taking
away freedom of speech.
"With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility"
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| It's been the longest since I have updated, very long to the max. I really don't even know where I'd like to start. Hmm....I fell out of a bad relationship not too long ago, let's say I learned my mistakes, though I'm glad I went out with her in the first place, it is a big change in my life.
Aside from all that I took off a semester of college, which was a big mistake, also denied going to another college, another mistake. Though now everything is all good I'm back in school and such and getting high scores in all my classes.
I recently reunited with an old friend in which I've lost contact with, and let's say everything is going really smoothly. I went down to see her last weekend, and it was one of the best weekends of my life. Before that I haven't anticipated for something since the Nintendo 64 came out which obviously was quite long ago. From our conversations today we're both from different worlds, and we barely know each other, though we're working on building our friendships and making it better. I love her, well I've always have, but now it's getting better.
Looking upon my past has made me become a better person which I am today, the past makes you who you are, it may not necessarily change your overall personality, you're still you, rather you grow from your past mistake and you mature. My life however has been a yo-yo, and I'm a hypocrite of my words, though today, a few words from a close friend will change me, slowly, but it will eventually change me, I think back on my past and think forward into the future, I realize that I have to concentrate on where I'm at, and what I'm doing at the moment. Past does make you who you are at the moment, though the presence will effect what will happen to you in the future. Call me conceited but I say I'm a very intelligent man, though at times, I don't put the knowledge I know to good use, and rather yet, I'm too passive, I let important opportunities pass me by. My biggest downfall is that I can't let go of the past. Something I just can't let go, which I must. Somethings are really hard to accomplish, though the hardest things to get and accomplish are the most important things which will eventually lead you to succeeding your goals. People make many goals, but in order to work on them, you must build confidence in your personality, clear yourself so that you have nothing to hold you back. All my life I've been basing my decisions on other people, friends, family, girlfriend, etc. I have to learn to do things for myself, until I actually find that person that's worth fighting for. "If you fight for only yourself, you cannot become truly strong"
"People become stronger when they have memories they can't forget"
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| Well, I haven't updated in the longest. I have a few things to update on. College is starting next week for me, so the Holiday boredom will definetely where off on me. But then you know, once college starts again, it's all about work. Well, no I work in Target as an Electronics Sales Associate. I really love my job, since I have good knowledge about the products being sold.
I've been going out a little more than usual now. Experiencing the "teen life". All the bullcrap. But lately, I've been into older girls. Now I don't mean like 1 or 2 years older. I'm talking about 23-29ish older. It's something about them, like maturity, and the way they speak. I feel I can connect better with older women than girls around my age. I don't know, it could be a phase. I'll just have to wait and see.
"I still believe, someday you and me, will find ourselves, in love again...."
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| Funny thing, I was searching through my old xanga
just now. I've just noticed how much people change throughout the
years. I mean people aren't ever the same, no matter how hard you try,
you have to change one day. I mean Eddie will always be Eddie, Bob will
always be Bob, although thoughts on life, how you think and react, and how you tackle your problems might not be the same.
Everyone matures eventually and grows out of their old stuff. We all
grow up...
Well, things right now are awesome, college is awesome, although I have
skipped a few class. Most of the stuff I have already learned in
highschool so it should be cool, I hope. I've been doing lots of
reading lately, it amazes me to see the world from a different point of
view. It's amazing what college does to you, you won't come back the
same person.
I think I'll leave quotes like how I did back then, I was talking to Javonn today, and out of my head, this popped up...
"Wealth isn't how much you use, but how you use it..."
- Eddie V.
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